Door

Its soft, comfortable, and nice. I feel like I am floating but the weight of something is keeping me down. My eyes are closed and relaxed and see total darkness. Sleeping was what I was about to do but now I am awake. My arms struggle against the weight but the weight is soft and light. Its just that my arms are weak and tired. My body doesn't want to move so I keep it in mind and rest.
I awake once again and my body is compliant. I shake of the weight and swing my arm to the bed as a support. I use strength to pull myself up and off where I lay. My eyes barely open and light floods in. When you've been in the darkness so long, the light is too painful and bright to look ar. So we stay in the darkness. But I willed the painstruck eyes. A sea of spotless white with only a door, black in contrast, stands about 20 feet away.
Where am I? I looked to where I previously was. A bed, which blended in comparison to the door. A white bed. Pure white but with the comforter pulled back revealed the black sheet. Its just like me. Everyone sees the pureness, quiet and innocent on me but no one wants to see what I am on the inside. On the inside, where no one can see, lies a black monster. A monster that desires the pain, sadness and fear I feel and makes me feel the pleasure in pain. Fulfillment in fear. Satisfaction in sadness. I don't like those feelings but I want it.
Snapping out of my thoughts, I knew this was a dream, I approach the door. Dream or not, my curiosity is unsatisfied. The handle was a worn out black metal knob. What was behind it shocked me. It was the monster. No wonder I felt calm and nice, because the monster was tamed behind this door and I just opened it.
                                                "Curiousity killed the cat."