Thursday, October 2, 2014

Turtle Toy

(This is a weird one. You may not understand.)
I walk down this familiar hall, the perfect path. Turning, the door to an office sits open, stopping itself against the weight of magazines. 

Peeking from behind the door is a stand, a toy stand, many types of toys clipped to the bars. Only a small amount of force and it would topple. 

A small green toy lays on the floor. Ugly yet beautiful like the world.

I stare for a moment, unsure of what to think of this particular toy. What am I to think of a toy dirty and imperfect.

However, as I reach for it, it falls through the crack on the floor. Its out of reach.

 Like a turtle, it crawled from my grasp. Laughter echoed from the turtle doll. It mocks me. It laughs at the pitiful image of my arm swinging, fingers outstretched for only a moment remained until a nail runs down my arm. 

Blood runs from the wound. Thick black liquid drips onto the turtle doll, burning it. 

I am a tainted being. Living on thoughts of boundaries.