Friday, January 24, 2014

Mirror

Staring into a mirror, I see myself. Ugly. Fat. Disgusting. Stupid.
I want to look away but I cant. I am forcing myself to witness the horrible sight of my grotesque body. My little sister with her blond hair and peircing blue eyes look right through the me in the mirror.
"Isnt disgusting how fat you look?" She laughed and pointed at me. Thats right. I slump. Im fat. I accepted this fact and horrible truth that I desperately wanted to forget. But it haunts my ever thought. I dont want to be overweight! I want this nighrmare to end.
10 to 20 familiar people emerged from behind my little tormenter. They all said something that will always haunt me.
"This is no nightmare. This is your life. Fat. Ugly. Alone. No one will ever love a girl as disgusting and creepy as you." All their voices were nostalgic. Bullys. Doctors. Family. Friends. They all stood together in the mirror.
I looked behind me and there was my 2 saviors. Dahvie and Jayy walked up and each took my hands. Dahvie lightly squeezed my hand and Jayy just stood and gave all the people in the mirror a smirk. I began to cry for a few moments but they ceased. Dahvie hugged me and gave me a reassuring smile.  He and Jayy balled up their fist and smashed the mirror. All the weight on my shoulders became light and I cried. Jayy abd Dahvie both hugged me and stayed with me, not saying a word. Just hugging me and patting my back from time to time.
"Wake up and run. Run to what you love. Dont be a memory of yesterday! Be remembered for who you are everyday. Dont trust your reflection. Trust that you are the heart." Dahvie whispered to me before released.
"Fuck the mirror. It cant tell you how to live. Fuck the people. They dont know who you really are. And really, why the hell would normal be a trend? Fake is the new disgusting trend now. Dont be a part of a trend. Be you." Jayy released me from the hug but they both still were grasping my hands tightly. The song Blood On The Dance Floor makes is amazing. The people that make that band is even more amazing and I know that they will always be by me when I need them.

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