Spin

I am spinning. Spinning in a spiral around something. Something. I don't know what it is. I feel like my senses are cloudy and I cant think about whats happening, I just let it happen. The spinning is decreasing and I cant really figure out why because I feel like I am not moving. I feel like I am weightless but out of control too. Am I moving? Am I alive? I don't think so. It feels like the spinning in my heart. That's it! Im revolving around my on heart. I am spinning around my feelings that are spiraling out of control.