Poem after waking up

I am drowning.

My body is sinking

I cant breathe.

My body wet from head to toe.

Am I going to die?

I hold my breathe for minutes.

The pain is unbearable.

Lungs on fire and about to burst.

My mouth flies open.

A familiar taste fills my mouth.

Blood.

My chest burns

Poison.

Its my blood.

Its killing me.

My will opens my eyes.

Butterfly's

White butterfly's swirl and taunt me.

Hah!

They win.

As they are a "Bloody Butterfly".